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My passion for the antagonistIt's an eerie feeling lost out on a ledge when everything begins to crumble away.
A gentle breeze sets in motion an honest need to let go of my sad little balloon.
Most of the time I figure I could hold onto it a little longer if it means I
can still have you.
Let's pretend leaving it all behind isn't easier said than done.
One day I don't see myself coming back from this tricky little place in my head.
Sometimes my passion for the antagonist twists my stomach with every thought of you,
Thinking this time will be a slippery slope if I let you circle the drain with
all the regret that brings me here again.
As a cynic considersShe waits patiently as I casually drive myself a little crazier.
Anxiously idle I'll continue to waste her time drawing no conclusions.
I know it frustrates her,
but I'll ask her to stay as a lack of anything better to do.
She sees I'm frantic in my own mind tick-tocking the hours away as a cynic considers.
So I'll try to be honest when I tell her these things never have a way of working themselves out.
Only, she simply smiles with tears in her eyes when I say I'm sorry,
and she continues to cry when I say I don't understand.
I know she wants leave when I retreat to that self-loathing little place in my head.
Aging will be a slow decay and we came this far together.
She says she's beginning to see the cracks in the surface.
I kind of believe her,
but she stays strong me for me.
And in the end she said it's all worth reaching for.
Where were you when you robbed me of my childhood?I imagine you want full disclosure,
but to think about it drags me down again.
Please, I want my frail imagination back!
I want it all to stop!
I want to close my eyes to everything that got me here.
And I just wanted you to know,
I still hope I'm nothing like you.
I still want you to change,
and I still want to ask you,
Where were you when you robbed me of my childhood?
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